11 nov 09' wed

On the actual date itself, it was actually tutu's birthdae..b4 the school holidaes actually starts somewhere around oct, i decided to send him a small little birthdae card.Amelina and afiqah also think that it was a good idea.At first i actully wanted to greet him an advanced happy birthdae. but after another second thought i decided not to give as it doesnt really seems to be a great idea after all..i was afraid that sth would turns out wrong..(better safe than sorry).But still i cud'nt 4get the past that i had probably made him sad somehow..Aniwaes, nxt yr is gonna be his last yr at greenridge..i actually a deep thought of whether him leaving is it a good thing or the opposite..Ahem,what im trying to say is that those girls who are interested or even OBSESSED with him would probably be hell 6 (opposite of cloud 9 to be precise)Hehehhe,hopefully there's no offence frm that sentence that i just wrote..

28 sep o9 sunday

On the timing of 12.18am im beginning to remember the past.Especially when i heard the song bad day on the radio 91.3.. I'm still in doubt whether he is 'he'.
Though i dunno what the future might bring 4 us, i realise that we always would meet coincidently.Is it fate to know to him?
bio-data
Name ; Derick tan
dob ; 05 jan 1990
horocope ; capricorn
poly ; ngee ann poly
Seriously, this are the things thaat i'm only sure abt him..i dunn really know what kind of guy is he like but i know that he'll be a mr nice guy, i guess =D NEK!FREAK OUT!!

beep!beep! ALARM!!!! CT2 on the go!!!

Horh~ ALERT! HOHO!! exams cuming..Truly speaking im not ready yet...but im now my gears.. hehhe... i wanaa be a studious Kiddo..ahahha..lols..i knoe its kind of funny. The funny thing is that i cant keep myself frm studying 4 more than an hour..My butt wud start to itch n i will walk around the hause n grab loads of bites. Aniwaes, i nid some air u know..(TONGUES OUT..)Humph...ive actually tried to revise my maths until 2 am once and had only abt three hrs of sleep cos im worried abt my maths..It's the Guiness World record 4 me only.It's my first time.. AHAHH..you may think im nuts n shud'nt go for late revision..YES!! YOU ARE RITE!!

09 AUG O9'

oUH...kaes..im feelin' pretty upset when i find out that.......derick tan has to go ns in the middle of next yr...
anyways...
i wanna greet SINGAPORE..................


HAPPY 44 th BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

08 AUGUST 09'

Yesterdae late at nite when i saw the front page of the lian he wan bao newspaper, i was startled to read the front page that says that a guy, 19 , and a girl ,20, had died bcos of the tutu train. It occured in the morning at bukit timah that side. I decided to take a good look at it cos im curious as well as im hopefully that the guy was nt 'him'. then todae when i saw his blog... was 1oo% sure that his totally safe....sigh~ HENG ARH!!

28 july 09' tues

Todaes lesson is so DaMn BoRIng.Since Afiqah didnt come to sch, it's So BORING..AGRHH!!2 periods of geo..(can u hardly imagine?!)Know wat, i almost fell asleep during geo lesson but i'm not gonna take my own risk so im just gonna TAHAN.Hahahha...but during the 2nd period of geo, i really cant't take it any longer and soon fallen into a deep asleep, using the worksheet and the workbk to cover myself.And soon i was waken by amelina. Aniwaes, after sch, me n hui qi went to amelina's hause and we cook some DELICICIOUS DISHES...Amelina prepared 4 me n hui qi some spicy n mouth-watering soup.It made my nose began to feel runny and it was daMn SHIOK!!!SOS!!Me and hui qi also prepared chicken pattie burger.And i think that i should compliment that it was totally SEDAAP!!In the late afternoon, me n huiqi left amelina's hause at arund 5.45pm.(i guess)when i passed by my sch, i called my dad.. and guess wat! My dad was still at JB. i told him that i'd rather wait 4 him then taking the mrt hme.(LIKE DERH..WHO WANNA TAKE THE JOURNEY WHICH TAKES ABT MORE THAN AN HOUR?!)

What kind of person are you?

Here is the analysis:You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.
heheheeheh...true PERHAPS...

Colors and Names

This is the test thst i took on the internet..Aniways hpefully this is true...
Here is the analysis:
The one who will never forget you is amelina.
The one who you can consider as your real friend is afiqah.
The one you really love is derick .
This may be your soulmate: annling.
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is agustine

Who is your dream guy?

Here is the analysis:He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.

The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your styleYou probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.
What your nightclothes revealYou are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your tiesYou are a happy and contented person. You are protective of your friends, honest and tidy. You are hardworking and like to be the person in charge.
What others see from your beltsIf there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.
What others see from your shoesYou are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.
What others see from your earringsYou are attractive and unique. Wearing these sorts of earrings indicates that you are a romantic and easygoing person. You like to have people pleasing you, and your personality is bright and cheerful.
The last analysisYou are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

7 jun 09' sun at 01:20 AM

Arghhh.RETARDED...I can't make myself stop thinking of DERICK TAN. When my friends aren't by my side i just wud tot of him. My heart ached n i'm depressed whenever i think of him. These past few days i suddenly tot of him n ended up ALMOST crying in the mrt when going home.HAIZ...tis kind of uncontrollable feeling...IS ALMOST AS PAINFUL AS STABBING IN THE HART..........

NEW INFO ABT DKT (as written on his BLOG)
If you don’t know by now – or you’re just a new reader – I’m a film student in Temasek Poly so the word “shooting” mostly means “filming” when used by me. It’s been very busy over the past couple of weeks, especially since I’m the screenwriter.....

1 MAY O9' (LABOUR DAE)

HAHAHaa.So happy no nid 2 go sch coz public holidae. i went 2 lot 1 to meet afiqah n amelina.. INCIDENT...
Wen the three or us were eating at the food court oppo. the mrt, frm the window i noticed a guy which sitting beside a girl was staring at me until the train 2 Jurong East arrive and he was gone.The luk on his face was like as if he knows me and it is obvious..CUD IT BE D.E.R.I.C.K. T.A.N??

AFIQAH..........(MY MORONIC PARTNER)

THIS IS THE PICTURE OF MY THRUSTABLE FRIEND....................I'M REALLY GLAD TO MEET A FRIEND LIKE HER....SHE WUD CRY WHEN SHE MISSES ME.THOUGH THERE ARE TIMES WE FIGHTS WE STILL CARE 4 EACH OTHER...........

ELYN

TIS IS MY FRIEND , AMELINA AKA ELYNA/ELYN.SHE IS SUCH A GUD FRIEND OF MINE COZ SHE GAVE ME A CHANCE TO FEEL THE HAPPINESS OF BEING WITH A GRP OF NEW FRENS AFTER I'VE LOST MINE..SHE MAY NOT BE LIKE THE WAY SHE WANTS TO BE BUT DEEP INSIDE OF HER.SHE IS A BEAUTIFUL N BLOOMING FLOWER.

UNLUCKY DAES PART 2) (23 APR 09')

On 23 APR 09', After going 2 amelina's hause, me n amelina had 2 leave afiqah coz she had 2 go hme n it's also the same 4 me.since amelina will b goin' down at petir station both of us had 2 take the LRT 2gether.when we had 2 leave, afiqah was giving us a sad funny luk n it was obvious tat she doent want us 2 leave tis made me n amelina but there's nuthing we cud do so i told her gdbye..
when me n amelina were crossing the rd 2 the nearest LRT(segar).I was behind amelina suddenly wen i was abt abt 2 cross the rd, knowin' that my left leg was weak out of stubbor0ness i still use my left leg n the result was falling off the road.my whole body on the floor with my h/p on my right hand. amelina told me 2 quickly get up. As i got up, my slipper was spoilt!End up i had 2 take the LRT being barefooted.amelina SMS afiqah that i fell dwn after afiqah said that she WANTS 2 TALK TO ME...
AFIQAH:(LAUGHS)EH AMY YOU BANG THE CAR?OR THE CAR BANG YOU?
ME:NO LAH!I FALL DOWN ON THE ROAD..
AFIQAH:(LAUGHS)YOU OK OR NOT?
ME:CAN LAH!BUT MY LEGS VERY PAIN(GOING TO CRY)EH I TAKE THE LRT BAREFOOTED SIAH! AFIQAH:YOU SURE YOU CAN OR NOT?
ME:CAN LAH CAN LAH!
(HANG UP THE PHONE)
Me n amelina soon went 2 to bpp.As soon as i rched there i quickly went 2 the slipper shop and bought a light blue slipper which cost $9.90.After we went 2 bpp i called my father n thanx god he was at the bukit panjang cofee shop.i told him that i fell dwn n he sounded worried.me n amelina stop at the traffic light where we nided 2 take a different route......

I've alrdy trnsfered hause...

YEAP! DATED ON 10 APR 09' i've alrdy trnsfered hause to ALJUNID....so DAMN far frm my sch im still adjusting to it...........luckily my father sugguested to bring meh to sch.hehehehhehe.........

UNLUCKY DAESs...( 22 APR O9' )

On 22 APR 09' at arund 11 plus at nite wen i went to eat outside with my godma, i was crossing my legs while sitting on the chair (coz there's a cat under the table n i was scared)After we ate our dinner i got off the chair n i wanted to walk off.I tried to let go of my legs n suddenly my legs went numb.As i to start to walk down the stairs using my left leg it just didnt land on the floor but my whole body was. when i stood up, i realised tat my ankle was twisted n it really hurts! My godma asked me if im alrite n she hold me n let me sit in a cement 'bench'.... (TIS WAS JUST THE BEGINNING)

27th mar 09'.when going hme frm wudlands stdm...

On 27th mar 09' After the sports events at the wudlands stdm, i changed into my hme clothes....When i was at the traffic light with afiqah n elikqah i saw tutu so i decided to hide myself hoping that he wud not notice me but i cud feel that he alrdy knew but the did not turn to luk at me but he was using his SENSE OF HEARING.Soon it was alrdy green man, me , afiqah n eliqah including tutu began 2 cross the road.When crossing on the road, a guy frm his 'gang' was talking 2 tutu but he wasnt listening bcoz his attention was at me.suddenly tat guy scolded him in mandarin,"ARE YOU DEAF?'' n that guy pushed him n Tutu classmate told him to relax.When me n my friends were walking to the bustop' i cud feel tat tutu is luking at me...Suddenly i heard the voice of the guy that scolded him.He shouted to him again ,''THIS WAY TO CAUSEWAY POINT LAH!''.Tutu was actually going to the direction where i was going.......THAT GUY IS SUCH A BASTARRD!

she's leaving....

on 30 mar 09 @ nite che2x will be going back to the philippines n she will not be cuming back.she's also getting married to uncle jay but i dunn really noe wen.haiz.. no more companion i'll be aul by myself.i guess my father is also not going to employ maid anymore coz im alrdy old enough to take care of myself n also must start to becum independent..