new year new blog soon..

curently now working at LIVE IT UP! @ MILLENIUM WALK.. fun and friendly ppl over there.. well, the truth is i find myself more talkative than i was in Suntec Covention Centre for that Guardian clearance sale.. dun get mistaken im not working for Guardian alrite.. i'm actually helping my mum out cos she is actually in need of promoter (if i'm not wrong) confident enough to say i'm no slackie when working kaes?! :)
im promoting for.. PHOTO FRAMES, MUGS, COIN BANKS etc. im still just a so-called ''beginner'' and still not like what u think. -PRO
mugs and coin banks are easy to sell and its no big problem cos ppl are looking for affordable gifts.. ouh, yes Mugs for $4.90.. anyone want to buy :) haha.. jkjk..
btw, its already CHRISTMAS EVE  and i want to get sth for my staffs/ friends there. .
still not getting any huh?! i'm still thinking ..

Girls are like apples on a tree.



The best ones are always at the top.



The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt.



Instead they just get the rotten ones at the bottom. Aren't as good, but easy.



So the ones up top think something is wrong with them. When in reality they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along who's brave enough to climb to the very top. <3

broken arrow by pixie lott

Broken Arrow Lyrics







What do you do when you're stuck,


Because the one that you love,


Has pushed you away,


And you can't deal with the pain,


And now you're trying to fix me,


Mend what he did,


I'll find the piece that i'm missing,


But I still miss him,


I miss him, i'm missing him,


Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missng him






And you're sitting in the front row,


Wana be first in line,


Sitting by my window,


Giving me all your time,


You could be my hero,


If only I could let go,


But his love has still hit me,


Like a broken arrow.


Like a broken arrow.






He's the thorn in my flesh


That I can't take out


He's stealing my breath


When you're around,


And now you're trying to convince me,


He wasn't worth it,


But you can't complete me,


It's the thought that he's missing,






I miss him, I'm missing him,


Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,






And you're standing in the front row,


Wana be first in line,


Sitting by my window,


Giving me all your time,


You could be my hero,


If only I could let go,


But his love has still hit me,


Live a broken arrow,


Like a broken arrow.






What do you do


http://www.elyricsworld.com/broken_arrow_lyrics_pixie_lott.html


When your hearts in two places?


You feel great but you're torn inside.


You feel love but you just can't embrace it,


When you found the right one at the wrong time.






And you're


Standing in the front row,


Wanna be first in line,


Sitting by my window,


Giving me all your time,


You could be my hero,


If only I could let go,


But his love still hit me,


Like a broken arrow.


Like a broken arrow...

first day of everything.

"Amy sweetie, in the next week changes will take place for the better especially now that your admirer realized that your heart is sincere."





''Amy dear, you have reached the peak - you can touch the sky! You could just reach out and touch the one you love. You will experience a lovely warm feeling.''



hahas..today went to school but did not attend the lesson just because im late for the usual three of them.  after that i went to look for Mdm Persis Tan..Aniwaes she's leaving the school on 31 jan 2011 so better spend the rest of the time wisely and cherish the time with her as i can.. we chit chat as much as we can until the time when she has to do a councilling with Afiqah Pendek and shafiqah etc.. so we parted when i saw Amelina and my Afiqah. Then since they were leaving school early i went to the library and chatted  with Teresa (the school librarian)

And, i didnt think that we would turn out to be so chatty. I understand lar the library so boring then nobody de of course there's no one Teresa can talk to.. OMG! the one of the best part was when we talk abt Mr dandy..

''omg!! his so adorable!!!''  - haha u guess whose line was this.. clue: it wasn't me..

so understand what was i trying to say.. Woah!! i didn't thought that Mr Dandy were that attractive.. hahah that he could captivate anybody, was i exagerating?! haha up to you how u wanna think larh so long as u don't say and bad things about me in front of the computer lar.. joking lar  babe!

Things that are still undone.
1)  ez-link card
2) bank-in UOB cheque
3) buy sec 4 books with Mami!
4) buy my favorite THAI CD

gosh!! so many things to do lar then no one can accompany me.. waleuweh so bored.. hmm maybe if Gan jie cant make it then i would jio others lor.. maybe Pamphila?! heheh :)

having to watch a movie very and really late at night..

''Amy sweetheart, you've reached a goal in your life which could make a lot of good things possible for you. You're doing well. Love is the key to your laughter, happiness the key to your smile. Within the next few days you could have changes happening for the better.''


~ amora's love prediction
kaes kaes.. hey! do you know that i've watched THE CHILD'S EYE yesterday - 24 oct after  the bai  bai  prayer dinner. well, its really chilly and scary at the same time but i still feel that THE BLOOD PLEDGE  is more scary lar..hei hei, i watched the movie at 1.40 am in the morning.WOW! it's like the first time. wait! it is the first time..haha! btw, which i was saying, during the show i was listening to my mp3 cause seriously i hate the part especially during the thrilling part the scary sound effects make my pounds and starts feeling scared.ha! chicken harted larh.. :B

Not Like The Movies

I'm your average dreamer

I'm a true escapist

Always expecting a happy ending

Maybe I've been watching too many movies

Maybe I should grow up and stop pretending

When I saw your face though

Everything was slow-mo

And I started wondering why

Why can't it be

Just a pathway full of roses

Leading to a sunset view

Where the one you've always dreamed of waits
Why can't it be

It was like a movie scene

The way I fell for you

Only you didn't fall

Now it's not like the movies at all

Should've kept my heart shut

Should've been more patient

Should've kept an eye on my addiction

What was I expecting

Did I have a vision of a scene that only

lives in fiction

Now I know that you are

Not gonna be my costar

And I start to wonder why

Why can't it be

Just a pathway full of roses

Leading to a sunset view

Where the one you've always dreamed of waits

Why can't it be

It was like a movie scene

The way I fell for you

Only you didn't fall

Now it's not like the movies at all..

 

It Started with a Kiss,They Kissed again..

waiting for someone even when u know that chances are low.
 NOT LIKE THE MOVIES at all..
the man who can't be moved.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop

love is when i look at you
fate brought us together and pull us apart

The best thing about me is You.
The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.
The hottest love has the coldest end.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Amy
English Meaning :



The name Amy is a baby girl name. The name Amy comes from the English origin. In English the meaning of the name Amy is: Beloved.




French Meaning :


The name Amy is a baby girl name. The name Amy comes from the French origin. In French the meaning of the name Amy is: Dearly loved; Beloved. From the Old French Amee, which derives from the Latin amatus meaning loved. In common use after publication of American Louisa May Alcott's 'Little Women'.




SoulUrge Number: 1


People with this name have a deep inner desire to use their abilities in leadership, and to have personal independence. They would rather focus on large, important issues, and delegate the details.




Expression Number: 3


People with this name tend to be creative and excellent at expressing themselves. They are drawn to the arts, and often enjoy life immensely. They are often the center of attention, and enjoy careers that put them in the limelight. They tend to become involved in many different activities, and are sometimes reckless with both their energies and with money.

8 sep2010 wed

have lots of fun today because of Ralph Jona..
:) very happy that cant express my joy in words..
-we kept laughing non-stop.. :)
Go anywhere we like even we took long cuts and took no notice of it.. hhaha..
(lol, cant let him know im blogging abt him right now)
;p
ouh man, i actually want to buy him sth big...
as in size not price.. :)
toured around Bishan-junction 8.
he blanjar-ed the taxi fares.. :)
nothing stopped us from having fun..
especially the wet weather and because of the gym thingy.. :( lol, nevermind lar, haha actually i also dun feel like going to that kind of places.. ;p but still willing to show impress him with my splits, back row and front row.. :) haha, watever im show off ,alrites..

it feels so good spend time with ur long lost buddy.. :)

end of aug

ct2 exam 2010 -study epic fail and so it sux to the core..
hate my results.. eng pass ONLY!
hate studying but wanna pass.. :p

but seriously dunn want to retain.. :(
:( i hate to see u every moment in school even though im wanting to see u yet, im telling myself..no its a wrong decision... im controlling myself not to spill out what i feel. i know i'll miss u yet, i dont want to.. im everything as i am even when i dont want it to happen.. is there a cure for this contagious diesease? i dont want to fall for u (again). it always tears me up inside to see u. let me go..its killing me..
your sefish..you're happy, im not.. im depressed, u'r not.. u're self-centered bratt, yes it is.. u meanie...
i dislike u..  i dont want to c u again
-the one who changed my life.

haha well, im back again.. :) blogger just give me a peace of mind <3

amora love prediction just made me happy just now.. :)
''Amy sweetheart, you're so funny - honest and cheerful. If you take special notice you could see the amusement and admiration in the eyes of your sweetheart.''

heheh, which Admirer is she talking about? :} (blurred)
but still maintaining my smile, im happy..

haha, good news i pass my GEO and ENG ;)
bAD NEWS..-i failed my SS PHY CHEM.. :(
Dad seems to be prepared for my bad results.. ''pa, i'd do better next time for EOY''

im losing my technique but still not losing my fashion desires <3
hey, i love my slanted fringge + coloured contact lenses = ???


check!nerdy spects?? check! manicure? check! pictographs?? check! black eyeliner? ! GIRLFRENS? OF COURSE TOTALLY 
 guys,  moodswings  SUCKS!!!!

(lyrics) Perfect by hedley

Perfect by Hedley



Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise


I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes


Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize

It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie


And as long as I can feel you holding on


I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong


I'm not perfect, but I keep trying


'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start


I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave


Was it something I said or just my personality?

ouh hey i've just sighed up for TUMBLER do find me there @

freklesfooties.tumblr.com

and also at
  http://www.asfn10.wordpress.com/

if any changes will be made i will definitely let u know..



sweet love xo

10 august 2010

commontest 2 tmr..                                                                                                                                                        will be having ENGLISH & sOCIAL STUDIES.. so wish me good luck peeps.. ;)



And Happy Belated Birthday to SINGAPORE.. :)
STAND UP FOR OUR COUNTRY..

FLY OUR FLAG..

today. dancers were having a hard time with Dandy especially with my juniors.. there's nothing i could help them, if i could i would give everything i can to help them do split..its not that im being braggart or sth but just don't get me wrong..aniwaes, there's still tons of techniques to learn..
 hheheh, now my resolution is to '' lose weight'' improve in my center split and ''bridge''..haha, when it comes to lose weight, i dont think i can manage to do it even if i sacrifice myself to ''DIEyet'.. i dunno how to die yet lar, haha..( get the joke?!)..


Ouhyar...the up coming events willl be the
21 july 2010 wed- racial harmony I mayb wearing the BAJU KURONG.. :)

Dancing Ethnic Dance on stage(3rd week)

Kampong Glam for CIP (AUG)

And before i forget, this Friday.Me, Seha and Amelina are going to cook steamboat ..yummy! :D

I maybe taking pics of it..wish me Happy Steamboating peeps! lureveyah..

i changed my mind, im not going to Chinatown...woah, just nw kindda pissed off with gan jie cos she said ytd that she want to go her aunt house at tampines on friday which is today. alah, never make it lah.. (as usual) promise is sometimes meant to be broken...ah!

watever lah, i think she has her own reason lar, i dunn give a damn already. no point spoiling my day.. shwooOOh.. gET out of my mind right now..

Hmmmh,, frens rmb when we took this picture? we three look so cute.. we long time never have the same pose already..i kindda miss it alot..

my backbone today doesnt feels too good since Hairudin sat on back ( as instructed by mr dandy) it really hurts alot seyh..aniwaes, i know its a long time i have been blogging. no time leh, most of the time when i get home it would always have alot of programme..such going out with mum and co. ytd i also went to grandpa's house to eat my dinner there..wow! i really cant resist home cook food especially..its really hard for me to eat homecook food nowadays.. unless someone is welling to feed or cook for me, anyone?! hehhee, aniwaes the next two weeks , we dancers had to perform the ethnic dance that we had learn during the beijing trip-for assembly.. hopefully it will goes out well...wish me luck peeps! thanks!! gtg now..its getting late- 1.16am... :) had to go sch tmr..hhaha, m,ight be going to Chinatown tmr..god nite peeps! lurveyah..

PS. SWEET DREAMS to JGS <3..

woohoo! i'VE just suddenly and newly got hooked by the new boy band..

F.CUZ
which is pronounced and known as ''focus''.

wEEWEET!! :) i've just started to like their first song 'JIGGY' when i was waatching channel v at beijing .. hopefully they will come up wiv their firsi debut album.. <3

2 more days to china trip..

so long peeps that i ever login in for blogging.im tired and laZY to do it..Amelina, u just realise that i change my blg url rite? actually i want to c if u got c me update or not..weeeweet! lipstick! i hope i will learn sth during this one week of the trip to China. maybe after this trip im able to let go the things that i shuld let go.. ouh,,who who?? tutu lah, who else.Despite 2 years of trying to stay away and stop the feeling for him. its hurting me..everything that he does affects me. is there any way or anything that can stop this emotions? any cure?? im so despo just to forget abt how i feel....

China trip To Bei Jing
 13 june 2010 - 20 june 2010
i cant wait for Bei jing trips.. (shouts! hurray..) dancers i really hope during this journey our realationship will get better..no more disagreements and will be like one family even when new juniors will be joining us.. this is my wish for everyone in the dance club..  
last but not least, of course i want to get to meet new friends when i get to China..


Ps. saw Jang Geun Suk on channel U just now kindda freakk out.. LURVEYAH JGS!!! <3

TO: all mums..

First i would like to wish MY MUM and all Mums' a..

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY !!

  

This is also to my Late Beloved Granny The picture on top is from Cynthia Ah yi to Ah ma..Ah ma i miss you also including your warm embrace that u have given me when i was little..u took care of me when Mami and Papa had no time for me becos of work. U dote me and pampered me. U gave me everything that i also grumbled for countlessly. you're the one who understands me completely. U have given me more than u should.How can i ever forget.. 

uN-TITLED ON 8 MAY 201O'

Location: currently at jb office :)

This morning 10 am until now since breakfast i've been thinking abt this guy..guess who? girlfrens, u should know who and b4 u are sure of the answer i got a hint 4 u guys.(it's denitely NOT tutu) idk why i keep thinking abt him profusely arghh! i just cant get him out of my head.. I think i really miss him already and i want to see him right now.Dunno hows his life is going but i hope his doing fine lah..dunno he got miss me or not or his already attached already or not??LOL, just saying wats on my mind.
(in my lala land~ just only th both of us..)

Dunn talk abt tutu lah. Dunno whats up wiv him. Last Thurs, at the library when i was going out of the library wiv Lydia he just suddenly yelled,'' Amy, you sucks!'' 

What seyh, did i even provoke him at the library? no wat, i didn't do anything leh.Moreover, his voice was loud and clear. i was Damn embarassed so i just pretend that i didnt hear a thing but deep inside i was hurt by him..Im really so disappointed wiv him .EvEN Amelina is angry wiv him.

If u dunn like me just say lorh, why must he even accept me as his friend at facebook? no one also forced him to accept me as a friend. Is it hard to click the ignore label?  What the point of pretending that u social-able but actually U ARE  NOT !!!! One more time if u gonna do something unforgivable, dunn ever expect me to give u face ever again! Dun try me horh u will die in my hands! :P

u wreaked my life!!!!

what comes to my mind right now..

im still in doubt whether 'he' is DKT or not..i don't know.I've always assume that i already knew his name but in fact i knew nothing about him.Yet, i always feels that some things between me and DKT have some connections. Just like, DKT is Afiqah's cousin's best friend and her cousin's ex was my primary sch classmate. What a coincidence lol, but right now i actully feels that i am more linked to Afiqah's cousin... ha, joke lah..Others mght see thing differently..In additon, DKT lives in Tampines what so how can it be him...

secondly, its been a long time since i saw the one who used to admire me.. :P kinda miss him though, his the one who sent the song- bad day. that song was the thing that suddenly reminds me how i met him.. Daniel Powter brought us together :P (Is just sometimes that i hate listening to that song -i don't wanna think of you)
Why must it be this song?Does it means i'll get to see him when its a badday?

 IT FEELS WRONG, YET IT FEELS SO RIGHT... WITH THE TOUGHTS OF U 

27 april 2010 tues

hielo!just miss blogging for quite sometime, woah! this week damn busy shiol! thursday already English exam liao.just pass by to type sth..pssst! im now sneaking to use the com b4 dad comes back...


This morning, so boring, nuthing really interesting...Saw tutu and co. just now. i dunno what to do when i saw him outside the hall, i walked fast as i tried to escape from seeing him.
I dunn want to see him, it will reflect the past. however, i'll miss him somehow without looking at him.(ha! sry for giving u that look that day, hopefully u won't feel offended -forsaken love) :P 
wait! we're u the one murmuring my name? im still in doubt leh..(i guess i'll never know baas..)

lol, ehy u rmb that time i touch ur shoulder??hehheh...cant forget till now..

 (Haish, i dunno what i want in my life..) still dunn have the courage to get close to you, b4 its too late to even say a goodbye..

woosh..shregged nowadays.. -22 apr 2010

hi peeps, im back. i have been busy, tired and lazy nwadays. Aha! finally dance is being cancelled for the time being cos MYE is coming soon bloody hell! arh y so fast! im not fully prepared ley..how?! time waits for no one, time flies..i noe larh..hais, today has so much to tell..hehe  but HOWEVER..

Nowadays, Mr Chui and some of the teachers are really getting on our nerves. i Know that they are doing there jobs but they are being so reDICKulous and too over-reacting peeps im sure you know what i mean. Im so Freakiing angry at Ms lam lorh, she Sabo-ed Amelina`seyh. wth, she's not giving her any chances, moreover Amelina never offended her..heheheh only for not passing up report book and chem "stuffs'' :p .. Biased lah Ms lam, walau weht..

During recess today i didnt followed af and co. to canteen so for after sometime..(fast forward-ed)

I was at the 4T2 classrum wiv gan jie...ppl there are un-welcoming damn sad-ed shiol.. :(  B4 i was abt to go off frm the sit, at that very moment tutu came..LOL! he scared the shit out of me shiol. he muttered why was i at the classroom :s and i gave him my a face..so funny siah..hehehhe i didnt think he would call me by the name hehheheheh!!!! wahhhhhh.... ( :) )

After assembly me and co. went for the busker to watch this yr GRSS idol sufi plus denise! Both sang EENIE MIEE.. im *impress-ed impress-ed* both of u have done a great jog guys!

during their performance, i noticed the 'hey ladies' was looking at my direction i told AF that he was looking at us but she denied. Darn, she's just busy recording the video lor..arh! nvrmind larh..af..Then after the performance i actually 'collide' wiv the 'hey ladies'.LOL, he tried to scare me but..ehy no use larh u look stupid seyh u melayu gentleman..heheh..i gave him a stupid-looking face and his fren blurked out,'' ehy, muka''...

Went out wiv Mummy, ah yi  and co. hehhehe, meet MR. chan.. we had a good time and wonderful dinner. not to mention that i got messed up between the salt and cheese..SHUCKS! i ended up putting salt on my pizza :p And Mr chan insisted on eating the salted pizza..OMG! so shameful worh me!

 

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1611164524&v=box_3#!/video/video.php?v=1278440123953&ref=mf

( link- to watch or take a sneak peek of the video of Sufi and denise singing during Buckers)

my misses of u...

i miss you stalking me.
i miss you sitting infront of me
i miss you seeing me from the balcony
i miss you and our theme song-bad day
i miss you shy-ing
i miss you smiling
i miss you and your sad face
i miss you standing at the traffic light
i miss you 'sending' me to sch almost every morning
i miss you aweing at me
i miss you admiring me
i miss you and the playground
i miss you playing games with me
i miss you taking the same lift with me
i miss you taking the same bus with me
i miss you wearing the same clothes as me
i miss you holding ur phone
i miss you and your specs
i miss you eyeing on me
i miss you standing behind me
i miss you talking about me
i miss you revolving around my world
i miss you waiting outside my sch
i miss you and your angry face 
i miss you and your voice
i miss you and your appearance
i miss you and your little confession
i miss you squatting down
i miss you going to my house (outside)
i miss you murmuring to me
i miss you and your presence 
i miss you buying food at the coffee shop
i miss you and the 'soccer'
i miss you window shopping at plaza
i miss you staring at me
i miss you and the church
i miss you being the alter boy
i miss you saying that im your friend
i miss you and your pale face that u've always showed me
i miss you being there and to see my embarassing moments
i miss you being there when i cried
i miss you being there when im sad
i miss you sitting at Starbucks
i miss you and your stunned face
i miss you sitting at the void deck
i miss you roller skating across my house downstairs
i miss you and the ice-cream cart
i miss you hearing the words that i said
i miss you hating me
i miss you swearing at me
i miss you, everything about you..

i miss you like the rain misses the desert..

14 april 2010 weds

today, both Afiqah and tutu didnt come lawhs. Both 'pangseh' me siah....Guess both really need good rest.Cos Afiqah has been coughing non-stop and i know that her throats hurts but i really wonder y, even despite this, she still can be very talkative until kena scolded by Ms Lam and even Ms Kuah. Tutu also he's saying that he got back pain. Even worst, i can exactly feel what is it like..It should be even more hurting than my stiff neck..back somemore ley..Jun Liang it must really been hard for u.I wonder if Vanessa even know what happen during sports heats or not-last week, friday..no joke, i saw the whole thing wiv my own eyes- im serious..do i look that i dunn give a damn right now?! u must take care of urself even when u are heartbroken. if u are weak, how can u protect the girl u love?! i dun care whether im anything to u or nt but u still have to be strong to break those obstacles in life...but still
-the way u ran was awesome but pls do take care larh ehy..
(though u might not be the first, u're always the first, one and only champion in my heart.jiayous my dear! <3) Get well soon as the day comes u'll able to give ur best on 29 may 2010, i'll always be there for you.
 im only able to c u fall and to get up again..im sry that i cant do more than i should...
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today, during dance, i'll already tried my very best to rmb my steps.Though i keep forgetting my steps, Hai thanks for helping me to get through the obstacle.if  it wasnt for u, i dunn think i could make it. thanks for not giving me up as in to teach me..hehehe..lols i really dunno how to repay u..
Thank u ttm!

frustration..and my self-expression

I was trying to fix my phone bcos the cover of the ''charging hole'' was kena pluck out or drop by gan jie. I was trying to stick it back by double tape. But to no avail, it was no use. i guess i should put a bit of super glue. no choice lah, bo bian. :s but whats the use, even if the cover was fixed, the screen is becoming worse as the light keeps blinking and then it will turn totally blank.Annoying seyh the keypad also, after countless times of pressing, it just won't go to the menu.

Worse still, my DS charger also became faulty. I dunno what exactly happened but either or both Zulaikah and gan jie are responsible.Gan jie aready borrowed the DS for more than a month le.I always ask her to return my DS but she keep delaying it and i dunno how or when it actually reached to Zulaikah hands. And now c what happened... i'm not going to buy the charger wiv my own money anymore. That time Gan jie also borrow my DS end up the charger also became faulty.And i uesd my very own money and allowance to buy the charger. Im tired and just cant stand ppl spoiling my things. i don't think i want to lend my things to others anymore. I have always been soft hearted and yet ppl abuse and take advantage of me and my things. I've always tried to tolerate these ppl, but i just cant take it anymore.Patience is limited u know..hais, so sickening lah, others who either used up or spoil my things, i always pay for their consequenses and clean their faults.Even my usual close frens ( amelina, afiqah, seha and huiqi) and parents dont take advantage of me like that.

I regreted lending my things to Gan jie.Anything i lend to her will confirm spoil one. No Offence but this is what i really feel inside.A few weeks ago, she insisted taht she wanted to borrow my laptop, i repeated say no.Better safe than sorry, i only have one laptop.lol, anything can happen in her hands no matter how big or small.Gan jie im really sorry to say this. i dunn wan u to c my blog thats y i change my URL. Monday, is my birthday already so meaning i will c see her as she is invited to my birthday dinner wiv my aunt and mum. I dunno how to tell her abt buying a new charger but i have the right to ask for it.I  think there is gonna be gaps betw. me and Gan jie.

i miss mu Nintendo DS!!!!

heart to heart confession dated on 6 April 2010,,

i dunno want i really what in my life.
''What do you want to be when u grow up?'' - erm, im not sure ley
''What was your childhood dreams?'' - none, maybe i want to get to ride an expensive car?''
i don't know y i don't have dreams like people do..etc, Journalist, Fashion desinger, Hairdresser, and so on. people dream big, but i don't. maybe i want to be a Dentist? Custom officer? is that all i want? im afraid that i will regret if i don't choose the correct path. There are a lot of paths (i know), there's more than two way out. i have to tell myself that failure makes success.. friends around me always give me love, hope, encouragement no matter what happens..

a fresh new day of the week..5 april 2010 mon

hey, today's my mum's birthday!

i wish her longevity and and the good things may come to her.. got to go now, my dad is gonna use the com.. buys! -` Amy lurveyah <3

sunday 4 April 2010..

its been a long time since im blogging. im tired leyh. ive always been a slacker, u c.. lol!  Aniwaes, today is totally boring.i tot me and ganjie cud go out together but nw she also nvr keep up my calls wahlaoehs..*dropdead*..haha on 6.25pm she finally called back..whowoosh finally!...
since this morming i have not been eating no mood to go dwn and buy my food. so right now im currently at hme starving myself to death. :s i have been watching drama series and on the net since this morning.. dread lah ehy.. terror!!!
-haha later still have to remind Zulaikah about the $10.. haha, money money come to mummy! hehhehh

29 mar 2010. A day at woodlands.

Seha and Amelina took a very long and hard time to convince me to follow them to the gym at

Woodlands.. haha, they we're mad at me bcos i agreed to follow them and after i changed my mind but in the end also go lah..Walao weh, that blur amelina lah, wan us to walk more end up we went to the woodlands stadium as we tot there got gym..(where got?)hahas lols but we did excercise alot in the rainy park :) then no nid to go gym liao lorh..heheh..

After that, we walked to cosway point..- (lazy to say what happen to me in the rain..) *skipped*

                                                                                                                                                                         After a long walk to the Cosway point, Amelina and Me decided to eat at the Pastamania. *blush blush* At the Pasta mania, when the three of us sat there, there comes the waiter.He gave us the menu and told us to order at the counter.At the point of time, the menu which was clipped on the holder was dropping. I already picked it up.Gosh! The waiter slow reaction seh. He wanted to get hold of the menu and he ended up holding my left hand!!! arhhh, omg! ^-^  so mushy <3!! ehy, Amelina if u can read this right..hais, next time maybe after the sports heats or sports day rite can we go the cosway point- pasta mania again?! pls?! aww..

-how i wish it could last longer.. : P

23th mar 2010-- tues..

ME AND MY PRINCE TUTU <3

i dunno i think maybe the feeling for him will most likely end by this year.i dunno y but i got a feeling that when he will step up of this sch. Both of us will be ""bu ke neng zai yi qi"-as in will never be together :( .. no chance baas?! Is it the end for the both of us?? Let fate decides..it will either bring us together or separates us apart..-destiny?! Now the both of us are like strangers...not friends but we noticed each other.So wat izzit called? any words to describe us? *blank blank*... @.@

Based on the horoscope, it actually stated that Aries (me) is compatible with Sagitarius..Hmph, im still in search of Mr. Sagitarius..anyone? *blink Blink*.. ;P


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Bored...TTM!~ apologize for the late blogging..

 i tot tat this one week holiday would be an enjoyable one, but i was wrong. its superb boring eh. i missed the fun with my girlfriend...-sadded liao...
even b4 the holiday i already did a lot of plannings like going sentosa and other enjoyabe places etc..last weds, me, together with seha babat and elina bogel already agreed to go swimming but i didnt tot that my dad actually brought me to JB even the day b4, which is tues.Even on tues got dance, my dad didnt also bothered to let me attend.
i noe that both two gfs are mad at me..thankfully, they have already forgiven me. its not always that lucky to find this kind of understanding friends everytime so im gonna really cherish them..
(babi melts! u also, though we always fights deep inside, im still glad to find u as my soulmate and friends for life! <3)


baibai!got to go soon, missyah babes! :)

3rd day of voice break down- 11 mar 2010

Otw to school this morning, as my Dad's car passed by the bustop near the bustop, i saw tutu walking wiv vicky...ha! I was shocked and when i got off the car and walk towards the gate i saw tutu again.I was abit nervous so i walked quickly to the carpark...
During the morning assembly, Afiqah signaled to me that she didnt bring the storybook 4 the reading period and with that she wanted me to go at the back at the canteen -the area for those 'forgetful ppl" who didnt bring their storybks o.o
So i went there wiv afiqah and we sat down there though i the innocent one did bring my storybk.End up have to read printed newppr articles for my sacrifice..i didnt even think that tutu and his brother  -Vicky would be there lawh..stunn again..ha, but i have to admit that im quite happy.. :)
Afiqah said that he-tutu got looked at me when he was abt to sit down.guessed he didnt expect bahs?!izzit..(in doubt) but im already satisfied liao cos i dunn expect much from him..
i c him every 5 days unless if got any public holidays.Mar 1 week holidays has arrived -starting this sat. Hopefully, he will be doing well :) not sure if by any chance will meet him but all the best in everything.This will be his very last year in this sch so god pls do, make him do well in his n levels and have a good career near the future..

10 march 2010' -wed

(*cough cough*)Im sick right now.im having colds,flu and im losing my voice as im coughing right now.I've been throwing out like a merlion and my face even turns red when i had hard cough thats y i nid to drink alot of water. Luckily this morning, my dad gave me fishermen friend- xtra strong.This is the only little help to make my throat go smooth and cool down...it's so annoying and especially my voice..My voice now sounds so Man! Amelina even said that she likes my voice and she wanted my voice to forever like that..OMG! no way it's so sickening.She even praise me abt it and said my voice RAWKS! - the dancers were laughing and shocked to hear my voice...haha..Teachers,one by one, kept asking y is my voice like that.Ms Cheong was actually concern abt me :) she asked me if i had seen the doctor-she noticed my voice since ytd..
The guys in my class are trying to make a joke out of it.They said i was having puberty..wth!they said my voice break.. so bad lah they.. :( sadded!)..sober...aniwaes,this is already day 2..as in the days when i lost my voice?! Die i can't sing!where's my beautiful melodious voice?!

TODAY WAS A RAINY DAY.... and i lost my face.. :(
I got up 5 30 something this morning.I woke up so early cos i just can't stay and get back to bed..guess im ain't that tired after all huh?!well, when i was half-way doing my ironing of uniform i thought of going to mac to eat my breakfast.I asked Amelina if she could go mac with me, but she said that her mum wants her to eat breakfast at home.so okay lorh, i asked Gan Jie. That chicken said that she was tired and she wants to sleep longer- she did replied at 6 plus so it means that she already awake but she didnt agree even when i said that i would BLANJAH her. Yet, she expect me to call her wake up...haha, im so fed up le!  <.<
So i asked Shaznah, sigh! finally someone can follow me go mac le.im so happy! :) Shaznah,you're the best! I LOVE YOU TTM!! muachxx!
When i was on my way to Fajar, GanJie messeged me n asked where am i.After that she said that she will accompany me go mac.Walaoweh, still want to make sure the blanjah still valid or not..Aiyoh ganjie arh. haha u vry cute and funny leh, dunn worry i also love you kaes?!
In the end, we the three of us didnt went to mac but went to the Astar kopitiam to eat Prata..

Otw to sch, the time was already 7am so we had to rush off. The ground was so slippery that when i was abt to walk through the school gate, i actually lost my balance and fell on the ground.haha, i quickly got up..OMG! it's so embarrasing, hopefully vienna and her friends didnt saw me as they were just right behind me..ouh, and luckily i didnt dirty my skirt if not it would be obvious...

5 march 2010 --- friday..

After sch, i was "fetching" gan jie from her class.. Right at the moment, i saw tutu right in front of me..i was kind of *shock* *shock* but i tried to be normal and i told Gan jie,''Eh, Jun liang lai liao''. - as in tutu come already..(English subbed).She ended up saying loudly that,"" u don't match-make with him lah that giraffe!''-in mandarin..i begin to laughed but when tutu was a meter further away from us, he turned back.Shucks!did he heard it? i'm still in doubt even until now..
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Me and gan jie went to lot 1 on that day.We went to get her ear pierced again and now she has 5 holes.. hahas, watever :)
Then we went to a clothes shop..Aha! I've actually found a green dress..nice lah dey..i really want to buy but i didn't brought my money along. so, i'm buying it on monday.. =)

1mar 2010' to 4mar 2010' (mon to thurs)

1 MARCH 2O1O'-monday
-After P.e in the morning, had POA exam in class..hais, im just simply lazy and 'forgot' to revise..heheheh..*develish face*..sure fail but i ''did my best'' in compeleting the whole paper..bleh!hahaha...
-i already gotten back my Physis, Maths and english pp.
Ps. Dad already allowed me to go China though we had conflict last week..Luv u, Dad!! <3

2 march 2010 - tues
-gotten back chemistry,POA results as what i said i sure fail POA whereas i passed my chemistry.. woohooo! I passed my chemistry with b3..haha im so happy that i walked out of the classroom and srceamed bcos it's been a long time since i ever passed my science..B4 i even tot i failed chem becos Ms lam was actually looking emotionless. hahas, guess I really could'nt read her poker face lah!but she did took a double look at the marks written on the first page hopefully, she will be buying some treats 4 those who passed...-mars chocolate :}

3 march 2020- weds
-gotten back social studies results~~~~FAILED!!!  STUDYING  OF SS EPIC LAN!!

4 MARCH 2010-THURS
~ gotten back Geography pp...In the end, FAILED!!! die die!! zen me ban ( what to do?)--subbed
During Assembly, my friends ''left'' me at the back.They did not meant to so i've already forgiven them. Assembly was interesting that day as a few of the rappers went to our sch and entertained us with their beatboxing and singing with an acoustic gutar etc..I  wanted to cheer and sing with them but none of my friends were around me and i can't share my enjoyment with anyone else. Including Jeanne who was sitting behind me and yet she was so far frm me..it's lyk..wth!!!im singing alone n talking to myself..
luckily, my Gan Jie accompanied me by smsing me and i was no longer 'alone'.. :(

After Assembly, i sraight away went to fajar mac to myt Gan jie-(still hartbroken bcos of the abandoment that i switched off my phone cos i know 'she' would call..).I was so happy when i saw her bcos she did not come to sch..We went to the Astarfood court and had our lunch there..hahas, we were admiring the guy from the mixed veggie stall and including the guy wearing black singlet..lols, so nice chatting till 3 pm after that went to sch for dance.....and so on..

these days...

for the both tues and weds i really dunn have the mood to dance..yes,i did the steps but i didn't put it in my brains..terror lah! somemore mr dandy said the dance steps were for the speech day performance..hais, tired lah dey ct1 just over still have to stress over for dance..i admit..im lazy okaes?! even worse, mr dandy even said that we have to remember all the steps by tmr..WHAT??! i  die alredy lah.. sadded..lah so litche  seh... :( no mood/moodless/damn tired even sweets and sour plum won't help...

Another that also saddens me is that Jun liang is not happy but sad..SHUCKS!! im just his double!! i dunno what exactly happened between him and Vanessa but all i know is that they are saying goodbye together.. :(

''how to you expect me to leave you when you're not EVEN happy?''
i thought tutu actually found someone that he shows his mutual love with. But now, he actually says his farewell and he thinks taht he is useless..His been crying all along with his one-sided love..
hais, i really pity him...hei, its all up to 'you' now..your future is in your hands i can't to anything to make your saddess go away or feel better ..it's all i could say..