27 april 2010 tues

hielo!just miss blogging for quite sometime, woah! this week damn busy shiol! thursday already English exam liao.just pass by to type sth..pssst! im now sneaking to use the com b4 dad comes back...


This morning, so boring, nuthing really interesting...Saw tutu and co. just now. i dunno what to do when i saw him outside the hall, i walked fast as i tried to escape from seeing him.
I dunn want to see him, it will reflect the past. however, i'll miss him somehow without looking at him.(ha! sry for giving u that look that day, hopefully u won't feel offended -forsaken love) :P 
wait! we're u the one murmuring my name? im still in doubt leh..(i guess i'll never know baas..)

lol, ehy u rmb that time i touch ur shoulder??hehheh...cant forget till now..

 (Haish, i dunno what i want in my life..) still dunn have the courage to get close to you, b4 its too late to even say a goodbye..

woosh..shregged nowadays.. -22 apr 2010

hi peeps, im back. i have been busy, tired and lazy nwadays. Aha! finally dance is being cancelled for the time being cos MYE is coming soon bloody hell! arh y so fast! im not fully prepared ley..how?! time waits for no one, time flies..i noe larh..hais, today has so much to tell..hehe  but HOWEVER..

Nowadays, Mr Chui and some of the teachers are really getting on our nerves. i Know that they are doing there jobs but they are being so reDICKulous and too over-reacting peeps im sure you know what i mean. Im so Freakiing angry at Ms lam lorh, she Sabo-ed Amelina`seyh. wth, she's not giving her any chances, moreover Amelina never offended her..heheheh only for not passing up report book and chem "stuffs'' :p .. Biased lah Ms lam, walau weht..

During recess today i didnt followed af and co. to canteen so for after sometime..(fast forward-ed)

I was at the 4T2 classrum wiv gan jie...ppl there are un-welcoming damn sad-ed shiol.. :(  B4 i was abt to go off frm the sit, at that very moment tutu came..LOL! he scared the shit out of me shiol. he muttered why was i at the classroom :s and i gave him my a face..so funny siah..hehehhe i didnt think he would call me by the name hehheheheh!!!! wahhhhhh.... ( :) )

After assembly me and co. went for the busker to watch this yr GRSS idol sufi plus denise! Both sang EENIE MIEE.. im *impress-ed impress-ed* both of u have done a great jog guys!

during their performance, i noticed the 'hey ladies' was looking at my direction i told AF that he was looking at us but she denied. Darn, she's just busy recording the video lor..arh! nvrmind larh..af..Then after the performance i actually 'collide' wiv the 'hey ladies'.LOL, he tried to scare me but..ehy no use larh u look stupid seyh u melayu gentleman..heheh..i gave him a stupid-looking face and his fren blurked out,'' ehy, muka''...

Went out wiv Mummy, ah yi  and co. hehhehe, meet MR. chan.. we had a good time and wonderful dinner. not to mention that i got messed up between the salt and cheese..SHUCKS! i ended up putting salt on my pizza :p And Mr chan insisted on eating the salted pizza..OMG! so shameful worh me!

 

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1611164524&v=box_3#!/video/video.php?v=1278440123953&ref=mf

( link- to watch or take a sneak peek of the video of Sufi and denise singing during Buckers)

my misses of u...

i miss you stalking me.
i miss you sitting infront of me
i miss you seeing me from the balcony
i miss you and our theme song-bad day
i miss you shy-ing
i miss you smiling
i miss you and your sad face
i miss you standing at the traffic light
i miss you 'sending' me to sch almost every morning
i miss you aweing at me
i miss you admiring me
i miss you and the playground
i miss you playing games with me
i miss you taking the same lift with me
i miss you taking the same bus with me
i miss you wearing the same clothes as me
i miss you holding ur phone
i miss you and your specs
i miss you eyeing on me
i miss you standing behind me
i miss you talking about me
i miss you revolving around my world
i miss you waiting outside my sch
i miss you and your angry face 
i miss you and your voice
i miss you and your appearance
i miss you and your little confession
i miss you squatting down
i miss you going to my house (outside)
i miss you murmuring to me
i miss you and your presence 
i miss you buying food at the coffee shop
i miss you and the 'soccer'
i miss you window shopping at plaza
i miss you staring at me
i miss you and the church
i miss you being the alter boy
i miss you saying that im your friend
i miss you and your pale face that u've always showed me
i miss you being there and to see my embarassing moments
i miss you being there when i cried
i miss you being there when im sad
i miss you sitting at Starbucks
i miss you and your stunned face
i miss you sitting at the void deck
i miss you roller skating across my house downstairs
i miss you and the ice-cream cart
i miss you hearing the words that i said
i miss you hating me
i miss you swearing at me
i miss you, everything about you..

i miss you like the rain misses the desert..

14 april 2010 weds

today, both Afiqah and tutu didnt come lawhs. Both 'pangseh' me siah....Guess both really need good rest.Cos Afiqah has been coughing non-stop and i know that her throats hurts but i really wonder y, even despite this, she still can be very talkative until kena scolded by Ms Lam and even Ms Kuah. Tutu also he's saying that he got back pain. Even worst, i can exactly feel what is it like..It should be even more hurting than my stiff neck..back somemore ley..Jun Liang it must really been hard for u.I wonder if Vanessa even know what happen during sports heats or not-last week, friday..no joke, i saw the whole thing wiv my own eyes- im serious..do i look that i dunn give a damn right now?! u must take care of urself even when u are heartbroken. if u are weak, how can u protect the girl u love?! i dun care whether im anything to u or nt but u still have to be strong to break those obstacles in life...but still
-the way u ran was awesome but pls do take care larh ehy..
(though u might not be the first, u're always the first, one and only champion in my heart.jiayous my dear! <3) Get well soon as the day comes u'll able to give ur best on 29 may 2010, i'll always be there for you.
 im only able to c u fall and to get up again..im sry that i cant do more than i should...
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today, during dance, i'll already tried my very best to rmb my steps.Though i keep forgetting my steps, Hai thanks for helping me to get through the obstacle.if  it wasnt for u, i dunn think i could make it. thanks for not giving me up as in to teach me..hehehe..lols i really dunno how to repay u..
Thank u ttm!

frustration..and my self-expression

I was trying to fix my phone bcos the cover of the ''charging hole'' was kena pluck out or drop by gan jie. I was trying to stick it back by double tape. But to no avail, it was no use. i guess i should put a bit of super glue. no choice lah, bo bian. :s but whats the use, even if the cover was fixed, the screen is becoming worse as the light keeps blinking and then it will turn totally blank.Annoying seyh the keypad also, after countless times of pressing, it just won't go to the menu.

Worse still, my DS charger also became faulty. I dunno what exactly happened but either or both Zulaikah and gan jie are responsible.Gan jie aready borrowed the DS for more than a month le.I always ask her to return my DS but she keep delaying it and i dunno how or when it actually reached to Zulaikah hands. And now c what happened... i'm not going to buy the charger wiv my own money anymore. That time Gan jie also borrow my DS end up the charger also became faulty.And i uesd my very own money and allowance to buy the charger. Im tired and just cant stand ppl spoiling my things. i don't think i want to lend my things to others anymore. I have always been soft hearted and yet ppl abuse and take advantage of me and my things. I've always tried to tolerate these ppl, but i just cant take it anymore.Patience is limited u know..hais, so sickening lah, others who either used up or spoil my things, i always pay for their consequenses and clean their faults.Even my usual close frens ( amelina, afiqah, seha and huiqi) and parents dont take advantage of me like that.

I regreted lending my things to Gan jie.Anything i lend to her will confirm spoil one. No Offence but this is what i really feel inside.A few weeks ago, she insisted taht she wanted to borrow my laptop, i repeated say no.Better safe than sorry, i only have one laptop.lol, anything can happen in her hands no matter how big or small.Gan jie im really sorry to say this. i dunn wan u to c my blog thats y i change my URL. Monday, is my birthday already so meaning i will c see her as she is invited to my birthday dinner wiv my aunt and mum. I dunno how to tell her abt buying a new charger but i have the right to ask for it.I  think there is gonna be gaps betw. me and Gan jie.

i miss mu Nintendo DS!!!!

heart to heart confession dated on 6 April 2010,,

i dunno want i really what in my life.
''What do you want to be when u grow up?'' - erm, im not sure ley
''What was your childhood dreams?'' - none, maybe i want to get to ride an expensive car?''
i don't know y i don't have dreams like people do..etc, Journalist, Fashion desinger, Hairdresser, and so on. people dream big, but i don't. maybe i want to be a Dentist? Custom officer? is that all i want? im afraid that i will regret if i don't choose the correct path. There are a lot of paths (i know), there's more than two way out. i have to tell myself that failure makes success.. friends around me always give me love, hope, encouragement no matter what happens..

a fresh new day of the week..5 april 2010 mon

hey, today's my mum's birthday!

i wish her longevity and and the good things may come to her.. got to go now, my dad is gonna use the com.. buys! -` Amy lurveyah <3

sunday 4 April 2010..

its been a long time since im blogging. im tired leyh. ive always been a slacker, u c.. lol!  Aniwaes, today is totally boring.i tot me and ganjie cud go out together but nw she also nvr keep up my calls wahlaoehs..*dropdead*..haha on 6.25pm she finally called back..whowoosh finally!...
since this morming i have not been eating no mood to go dwn and buy my food. so right now im currently at hme starving myself to death. :s i have been watching drama series and on the net since this morning.. dread lah ehy.. terror!!!
-haha later still have to remind Zulaikah about the $10.. haha, money money come to mummy! hehhehh