29 mar 2010. A day at woodlands.

Seha and Amelina took a very long and hard time to convince me to follow them to the gym at

Woodlands.. haha, they we're mad at me bcos i agreed to follow them and after i changed my mind but in the end also go lah..Walao weh, that blur amelina lah, wan us to walk more end up we went to the woodlands stadium as we tot there got gym..(where got?)hahas lols but we did excercise alot in the rainy park :) then no nid to go gym liao lorh..heheh..

After that, we walked to cosway point..- (lazy to say what happen to me in the rain..) *skipped*

                                                                                                                                                                         After a long walk to the Cosway point, Amelina and Me decided to eat at the Pastamania. *blush blush* At the Pasta mania, when the three of us sat there, there comes the waiter.He gave us the menu and told us to order at the counter.At the point of time, the menu which was clipped on the holder was dropping. I already picked it up.Gosh! The waiter slow reaction seh. He wanted to get hold of the menu and he ended up holding my left hand!!! arhhh, omg! ^-^  so mushy <3!! ehy, Amelina if u can read this right..hais, next time maybe after the sports heats or sports day rite can we go the cosway point- pasta mania again?! pls?! aww..

-how i wish it could last longer.. : P

23th mar 2010-- tues..

ME AND MY PRINCE TUTU <3

i dunno i think maybe the feeling for him will most likely end by this year.i dunno y but i got a feeling that when he will step up of this sch. Both of us will be ""bu ke neng zai yi qi"-as in will never be together :( .. no chance baas?! Is it the end for the both of us?? Let fate decides..it will either bring us together or separates us apart..-destiny?! Now the both of us are like strangers...not friends but we noticed each other.So wat izzit called? any words to describe us? *blank blank*... @.@

Based on the horoscope, it actually stated that Aries (me) is compatible with Sagitarius..Hmph, im still in search of Mr. Sagitarius..anyone? *blink Blink*.. ;P


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Bored...TTM!~ apologize for the late blogging..

 i tot tat this one week holiday would be an enjoyable one, but i was wrong. its superb boring eh. i missed the fun with my girlfriend...-sadded liao...
even b4 the holiday i already did a lot of plannings like going sentosa and other enjoyabe places etc..last weds, me, together with seha babat and elina bogel already agreed to go swimming but i didnt tot that my dad actually brought me to JB even the day b4, which is tues.Even on tues got dance, my dad didnt also bothered to let me attend.
i noe that both two gfs are mad at me..thankfully, they have already forgiven me. its not always that lucky to find this kind of understanding friends everytime so im gonna really cherish them..
(babi melts! u also, though we always fights deep inside, im still glad to find u as my soulmate and friends for life! <3)


baibai!got to go soon, missyah babes! :)

3rd day of voice break down- 11 mar 2010

Otw to school this morning, as my Dad's car passed by the bustop near the bustop, i saw tutu walking wiv vicky...ha! I was shocked and when i got off the car and walk towards the gate i saw tutu again.I was abit nervous so i walked quickly to the carpark...
During the morning assembly, Afiqah signaled to me that she didnt bring the storybook 4 the reading period and with that she wanted me to go at the back at the canteen -the area for those 'forgetful ppl" who didnt bring their storybks o.o
So i went there wiv afiqah and we sat down there though i the innocent one did bring my storybk.End up have to read printed newppr articles for my sacrifice..i didnt even think that tutu and his brother  -Vicky would be there lawh..stunn again..ha, but i have to admit that im quite happy.. :)
Afiqah said that he-tutu got looked at me when he was abt to sit down.guessed he didnt expect bahs?!izzit..(in doubt) but im already satisfied liao cos i dunn expect much from him..
i c him every 5 days unless if got any public holidays.Mar 1 week holidays has arrived -starting this sat. Hopefully, he will be doing well :) not sure if by any chance will meet him but all the best in everything.This will be his very last year in this sch so god pls do, make him do well in his n levels and have a good career near the future..

10 march 2010' -wed

(*cough cough*)Im sick right now.im having colds,flu and im losing my voice as im coughing right now.I've been throwing out like a merlion and my face even turns red when i had hard cough thats y i nid to drink alot of water. Luckily this morning, my dad gave me fishermen friend- xtra strong.This is the only little help to make my throat go smooth and cool down...it's so annoying and especially my voice..My voice now sounds so Man! Amelina even said that she likes my voice and she wanted my voice to forever like that..OMG! no way it's so sickening.She even praise me abt it and said my voice RAWKS! - the dancers were laughing and shocked to hear my voice...haha..Teachers,one by one, kept asking y is my voice like that.Ms Cheong was actually concern abt me :) she asked me if i had seen the doctor-she noticed my voice since ytd..
The guys in my class are trying to make a joke out of it.They said i was having puberty..wth!they said my voice break.. so bad lah they.. :( sadded!)..sober...aniwaes,this is already day 2..as in the days when i lost my voice?! Die i can't sing!where's my beautiful melodious voice?!

TODAY WAS A RAINY DAY.... and i lost my face.. :(
I got up 5 30 something this morning.I woke up so early cos i just can't stay and get back to bed..guess im ain't that tired after all huh?!well, when i was half-way doing my ironing of uniform i thought of going to mac to eat my breakfast.I asked Amelina if she could go mac with me, but she said that her mum wants her to eat breakfast at home.so okay lorh, i asked Gan Jie. That chicken said that she was tired and she wants to sleep longer- she did replied at 6 plus so it means that she already awake but she didnt agree even when i said that i would BLANJAH her. Yet, she expect me to call her wake up...haha, im so fed up le!  <.<
So i asked Shaznah, sigh! finally someone can follow me go mac le.im so happy! :) Shaznah,you're the best! I LOVE YOU TTM!! muachxx!
When i was on my way to Fajar, GanJie messeged me n asked where am i.After that she said that she will accompany me go mac.Walaoweh, still want to make sure the blanjah still valid or not..Aiyoh ganjie arh. haha u vry cute and funny leh, dunn worry i also love you kaes?!
In the end, we the three of us didnt went to mac but went to the Astar kopitiam to eat Prata..

Otw to sch, the time was already 7am so we had to rush off. The ground was so slippery that when i was abt to walk through the school gate, i actually lost my balance and fell on the ground.haha, i quickly got up..OMG! it's so embarrasing, hopefully vienna and her friends didnt saw me as they were just right behind me..ouh, and luckily i didnt dirty my skirt if not it would be obvious...

5 march 2010 --- friday..

After sch, i was "fetching" gan jie from her class.. Right at the moment, i saw tutu right in front of me..i was kind of *shock* *shock* but i tried to be normal and i told Gan jie,''Eh, Jun liang lai liao''. - as in tutu come already..(English subbed).She ended up saying loudly that,"" u don't match-make with him lah that giraffe!''-in mandarin..i begin to laughed but when tutu was a meter further away from us, he turned back.Shucks!did he heard it? i'm still in doubt even until now..
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Me and gan jie went to lot 1 on that day.We went to get her ear pierced again and now she has 5 holes.. hahas, watever :)
Then we went to a clothes shop..Aha! I've actually found a green dress..nice lah dey..i really want to buy but i didn't brought my money along. so, i'm buying it on monday.. =)

1mar 2010' to 4mar 2010' (mon to thurs)

1 MARCH 2O1O'-monday
-After P.e in the morning, had POA exam in class..hais, im just simply lazy and 'forgot' to revise..heheheh..*develish face*..sure fail but i ''did my best'' in compeleting the whole paper..bleh!hahaha...
-i already gotten back my Physis, Maths and english pp.
Ps. Dad already allowed me to go China though we had conflict last week..Luv u, Dad!! <3

2 march 2010 - tues
-gotten back chemistry,POA results as what i said i sure fail POA whereas i passed my chemistry.. woohooo! I passed my chemistry with b3..haha im so happy that i walked out of the classroom and srceamed bcos it's been a long time since i ever passed my science..B4 i even tot i failed chem becos Ms lam was actually looking emotionless. hahas, guess I really could'nt read her poker face lah!but she did took a double look at the marks written on the first page hopefully, she will be buying some treats 4 those who passed...-mars chocolate :}

3 march 2020- weds
-gotten back social studies results~~~~FAILED!!!  STUDYING  OF SS EPIC LAN!!

4 MARCH 2010-THURS
~ gotten back Geography pp...In the end, FAILED!!! die die!! zen me ban ( what to do?)--subbed
During Assembly, my friends ''left'' me at the back.They did not meant to so i've already forgiven them. Assembly was interesting that day as a few of the rappers went to our sch and entertained us with their beatboxing and singing with an acoustic gutar etc..I  wanted to cheer and sing with them but none of my friends were around me and i can't share my enjoyment with anyone else. Including Jeanne who was sitting behind me and yet she was so far frm me..it's lyk..wth!!!im singing alone n talking to myself..
luckily, my Gan Jie accompanied me by smsing me and i was no longer 'alone'.. :(

After Assembly, i sraight away went to fajar mac to myt Gan jie-(still hartbroken bcos of the abandoment that i switched off my phone cos i know 'she' would call..).I was so happy when i saw her bcos she did not come to sch..We went to the Astarfood court and had our lunch there..hahas, we were admiring the guy from the mixed veggie stall and including the guy wearing black singlet..lols, so nice chatting till 3 pm after that went to sch for dance.....and so on..

these days...

for the both tues and weds i really dunn have the mood to dance..yes,i did the steps but i didn't put it in my brains..terror lah! somemore mr dandy said the dance steps were for the speech day performance..hais, tired lah dey ct1 just over still have to stress over for dance..i admit..im lazy okaes?! even worse, mr dandy even said that we have to remember all the steps by tmr..WHAT??! i  die alredy lah.. sadded..lah so litche  seh... :( no mood/moodless/damn tired even sweets and sour plum won't help...

Another that also saddens me is that Jun liang is not happy but sad..SHUCKS!! im just his double!! i dunno what exactly happened between him and Vanessa but all i know is that they are saying goodbye together.. :(

''how to you expect me to leave you when you're not EVEN happy?''
i thought tutu actually found someone that he shows his mutual love with. But now, he actually says his farewell and he thinks taht he is useless..His been crying all along with his one-sided love..
hais, i really pity him...hei, its all up to 'you' now..your future is in your hands i can't to anything to make your saddess go away or feel better ..it's all i could say..

last friday on 26 feb 2010..

haha, i really did want to write abt the thing happened that night bcos i really did had fun and got to meet guys in ites' haha..it's like WOW! haha..but it really nice meeting those ppl there and most of the ppl there were teenagers who were still trying to cope up with their adulthood such as working- earning money by their ownself this is one of the reasons y i salute them. :D
everyone was enjoying themselves there..ps..i also got 2 packet of ang paos frm my mum's boss and my mum's friend..so damn happy siol me.. XD

so, can you spot me in the picture?
sign off, amy huggs!

I never told you...

i miss those eyes of yours
i've started to imagine
the way How you would kiss me with the tender lips of yours

and the way we would sleep at night

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you
Without you
I still can see the hidden sadness in your eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

i never told you
-I LOVE YOU..
now you know the feelings of mine
you'll might not get the chance to see this

you never see the tears of mine
never will...
i've never had guessed what you're feeling now

all your feelings was so deep inside
then i realised that
Forever was in your eyes
since the day u cried
-i remembered u were looking at me with those teary eyes

the moment i saw u
i wanted to hold you
i wanted to be you everything
i didnt meant to hurt you
you're always in the first place of my heart before anything
i also had my own reason
i didnt meant to hurt you

Even though u left\me along the way
Since you been gone
Feelings were still unchanged
deep in my eyes
those laughter was to cover up my saddness and depression
how many times i have to tell you
i trusted you
i know your not like the other
im afraid of the obstacles
the mistakes that i have done.

they said- sometimes you have to be selfish to get the love you want
but im having you with guilt...

you were my first love and my Real love..
you taught me how to love but not how to end it.

so is there hope for us??
Frm; me
to: My beloved tutu (42)