I never told you...

i miss those eyes of yours
i've started to imagine
the way How you would kiss me with the tender lips of yours

and the way we would sleep at night

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you
Without you
I still can see the hidden sadness in your eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

i never told you
-I LOVE YOU..
now you know the feelings of mine
you'll might not get the chance to see this

you never see the tears of mine
never will...
i've never had guessed what you're feeling now

all your feelings was so deep inside
then i realised that
Forever was in your eyes
since the day u cried
-i remembered u were looking at me with those teary eyes

the moment i saw u
i wanted to hold you
i wanted to be you everything
i didnt meant to hurt you
you're always in the first place of my heart before anything
i also had my own reason
i didnt meant to hurt you

Even though u left\me along the way
Since you been gone
Feelings were still unchanged
deep in my eyes
those laughter was to cover up my saddness and depression
how many times i have to tell you
i trusted you
i know your not like the other
im afraid of the obstacles
the mistakes that i have done.

they said- sometimes you have to be selfish to get the love you want
but im having you with guilt...

you were my first love and my Real love..
you taught me how to love but not how to end it.

so is there hope for us??
Frm; me
to: My beloved tutu (42)